you know when people "hint" to you what to do or how to be.

They're secretly trying to tell you who you should be.

when in reality, i act the way i do because i've already decided who i want to be, or how i want to act.

I'm done with trying to act like something else.

i'm missi.

i'm different, raised differently than others, taught differently, and express myself in different ways.

that's me.

i don't try and change myself. i don't want to.

and if i ever do, let me be the one to decide that.

my mother, had always tried her hardest to raise me to the best of her ability. she taught be to be strong. Stand for myself && for what i believe in.

i adore her for that, and want to say sorry for any hurt i have done to you.

But there was blame on both ends.

i know that.

but no matter what you've always stayed strong.

Thank you for being a great mother!

you know i love you!