due to the fact that my parents cannot get along, therefore the divorce 13 years ago, i will most likely be forced back to arizona. yes, forced. it's getting so ridiculous that a sheriff might have to come get me and take me to Child Services, due to the fact that my parents can't get along. So i'm being put into a horrid place till they figure things out.

&& to make things so much better, my own blog is being used against me. Lovely, right?
I thought a blog was for me to express my feelings and for readers just to read and take in. not use it against me. If you are going to do that, you might want to ask the writer what he/she means when they wrote this.

no.

not my dad.


at this point i'm am so grateful for my bestfriends, my mom, my brother, & my lovely sister. And my savior.
He helps calm me when i feel sick to my stomach or when my parents argue over me. Even when my friends aren't being fair. I know i can count on my Savior to be their for me. He's kinda amazing like that.

I'm sorry readers, this is not a normal post from me. But it's a reason why i have not been able to find anything to write about. My mind is filled with all this garbage inside.

i will find out tomorrow what my fate will be.

This might also be weird, but please pray for me and my mom.