i feel like a little kid again,

i have anxiety, butterflies, i'm stressing, i'm excited.
i feel like a little kid waiting to go to disneyland. Like the night before you totally can't get to sleep becuase your way to excited.
i have to admit, this is how i feel.
and i'm only going to utah.
but to people utah is so boring. but utah is my home. that's where my mom is, my boyfriend that i'm so excited to give a big hug to, my bestfriend "the retard", my sister who is just as blonde as me at times, my life is there.
I leave friday at 1:25pm. I get to come home during lunch pack up my things and leave.
but i can't wait!!!
this week is so slow!