realization.

fact one: i watch movies to block out my life.

fact two:: i read books to give me something to do with my life instead of think. ( i finished mockingjay within 8 hours today)

fact three:: I'm stuck in the past and future. i long to be married and have fun with my bestfriend. but i also dream to be in ninth grade again, when nothing was wrong.

fact four:; i fear to have a job right now, my fear of not being able to travel to utah when needed to. (brother come home from mission, christmas, prom ect.)

fact five:: i crave to be graduated, already.

Fact six:: i'd rather be home reading or watching a movie, than at MVT's football games...pathetic, i know.