Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.

Wow, hardest thing I've had to do so far was move away from my life. I moved from Saratoga Springs Utah to Gilbert Arizona then to Mesa Arizona. That time in my life was the hardest for me. I had gained great friends in Utah and had a good Job. We randomly up and left the beginning of my Sophomore year. Moved to a place i hadn't been to in years. Things fell apart ,Job losses and my best friend(brother) left on his mission. Sister moved out to her own place. Depression sank in. It was as if a black plaque was there covering everything i knew. Weight gain happened. Broken Dishes and broken hearts were valid. Terrible grades and a horrible job had consumed my life. I was a complete mess at that time. I moved. Felt betrayed and not loved. I was alone. I tried to turn to my heavenly father for help. but i didn't have enough faith. Time passed, forgiveness was made. Health came back to order. My family feels strong. My best friend comes home in less than three weeks. This will be the first Christmas with all of us together in two years. My faith in Heavenly Father has grown. I am happy now! I am a new Me!