Assuming the position has been taken for granted of the late. I'll take any volunteers but still feel that i must fulfill the duty. I have shown very lackadaisical attitudes towards almost everything. I lack in the motivation department. & the curse of my nostalgia fever haunts me, every night. My avid stalking on face book has become more of a chore that i wish i didn't have to do. But what else am i supposed to do when my "family" doesn't talk to me back home. I write, or have the thought of writing but  the results seem to become more dubious. The feeling of being officially pushed away kills me. I hate having that gut feeling that things aren't supposed to work out here. Maybe I am an avid welcomer to change. bring it on world.